February 2012
8 posts
January 2012
21 posts
We weren't. Supposed to be friends,
We shouldn’t have even known of the other, we did. I don’t know why I even bothered. I wasn’t interested in anyone, but I wanted him. Not just physically, I wanted his mental, I wanted his thoughts. The sighs from his lips to the laughter he chimed to his hands clasped in mine. Now, we were no saints to love. We’d both had our share of heart breaks and leaving casualties...
Disrortion.
I gave up long ago, but it hurts to be pursued by the ghost of you.
Its.
It’s the waking up in the morning and looking at myself in the mirror, not even recognizing the reflection.
It’s the over ananalyzing and wondering who is this person looking back at you.
It’s the scrutiny and not understanding who you are anymore.
It’s realizing you aren’t yourself.
It’s not knowing what you want, much less the significance of your...
LACUNA INC.
I wish you existed.
woke.
I plopped up on my bed. It had been 11:03 p.m. when I decided that I could no longer take anymore of this drastic pounding in my head. Now at 11:18, had only 15 minutes passed of which I had called it a night. What for exactly? I’m not sure. Sleep? No. Rest? Ha. The thought seemed such a fond memory. If I could call anything since August sleep, coma would be the more suitable word. Nothing...
December 2011
6 posts
Oh hey
finals week is almost through and I want nothing more than to raid cameras, shoot, edit, model, arrange, disarrange and put words to paper to fill up my journals. I’ve grown so much in spirit but as per usual there is room for improvement, ALWAYS. As of right now, 1:33 a.m., this is a pivotal point in life & feels just where I’m supposed to be. I wish I could share this feeling,...
November 2011
7 posts
jour a jour: Soledad que vienes todas las mañanas... →
thelmavanahi:
Soledad que vienes todas las mañanas con tus manías de dejar a todos fuera. Saludas y sonríes pero a nadie quieres cerca, vives entre gente pero sola con tu mente. Miras a los lados, todos quieren algo y tu desde aquí dentro te envuelves en tus actos.Olvidaste el futuro con la compañía,…
October 2011
33 posts